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One. Single. Insult.

My boyfriends bother called me a fat ugly manipulative bitch. I can’t stop feeling that I am. I try my best not to be so much that I avoid things that could be conceived as that. I look in the mirror and hate my self. I put my hands on my stomach and think about killing myself or cutting it off. I try to be nice. I try to avoid people and I just want to hide.

I’m not worth the love of my life. I’m not good enough. I am trash.

I should just end it already. He would be happier has life would be easier. He would be happier in the end because of it. He loves the pets and loves where we’ve gotten our selves to. I know he loves me.

But not all relationships are good for each other.

White boys are all the same!

It frustrates me when I see people making posts that stereo type and harass a group of people. It frustrates me even more when people try to stand up for the group of people who were harassed and stereo typed, by harassing and stereo typing the people who did it in first place.

You only extend the problem when you do that.

If I were to say ok ok ok guys calling girls stupid is rude and uncalled for, but ALL boys are stupid. Does that fix the problem? No

I’m not saying don’t stand for equality. I’m just trying to convey the point that you can’t expect equality when you yourself are not practicing equality.


Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?

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